I hate feeling
Got back from phase 1 of get the set up.
I carried a HUGE piece of wood. A load of flats, and a big ol’ box of stuff.
I also got the fun of using an ELECTRIC SCREWDRIVER to take some doors off. There was a lot hinging on that.
And I carried a 7ft nude man up a flight of stairs.
I played fetch withba dog a leaf.
Also we haf to do a slightly intense bonding exercise.
I just was gonna do a challenge thing to do with writing every day, and it asked me ‘If i succeed, I will treat myself to…’ and I couldnt think of anything????
WHO ELSE IS EXCITED FOR BARRY AND STUART ON MONDAY?
Torn between feeling horribly lonely, and never wanting to be near people again.
K im sharing this with u lot cus I cant sleep srry I cant put in a break…
Today was crappppp after a crap week. I felt so tired and miserable an on the verge of tears all day and I DONT KNOW WHY.
The past month or so ive felt terrinle and theres been barely amy letting up and idk what im doing or anything.
I just wanna sit around and cry but then I feel bad if I do and I dont want to talk to people and im feeling jealous and angry for no reason and it sucks