sometimes i see or hear comments about getting through bullying* makes you a stronger person. but it really doesn’t. i am so much weaker because people were mean to me. i haven’t stood up to anyone and i just run away from stuff.
any one who tells you that ignoring people who are being dicks to get a rise out of you works; it doesn’t. sadly smashing them to a pulp doesn’t either. so.
i shouldn’t watch question time. i end up wanting to crawl into a hole and never engage with people ever again.
..on the other hand sometimes people do say something that doesn’t make you fear for the future of the country and that’s okay.
…on the other hand you end up having to agree with Germaine Greer.
interrupting maths revision for a very serious Doctor Who post.
the only thing I can think of for Clara to make sense, and it popped into my head the other day so now the important sense-making bit is gone, but it’s something really meta.
Which explains her inconsistent /lack of characterisation and why the Doctor is like ‘what is this mystery’ because it’s something outside the story itself and in our real world.
Because I can think of nothing else that could be as ‘game changing’ or live up to the hype of stuff than something like that.
I had the proper words and explanation in my head but the important bit went and now all i’m left with is Clara is a metaphor or something.
(also though it wouldnt be earth shattering in terms of universe wide catastrophe in the Doctor’s world, I thought maybe the Doctor was given a new name by the other Time Lords because of the Time War and it’s something mean like ‘Traitor’ so that’d be a big reveal and cause him lots of angst.)
but idk why i obther typing here it doesnt solve anything i’m jsut to lazy to go find my diary and at least this way i stop before icry
aimee why you the best?